Fantasy is never final

ALL singaporean reject
Friday, August 26, 2005

ANother tiring and frustrating week has gone by

sianz words cant describe the hybrid of emotions that have been swelling my head for the past 5 or 6 days.

One of the worst feelings u can experience is that when u are dying to say something to ease the crushing burden on the heart and yet there are few who are willing to listen. I guess nobody wants to burdened by other peoples problems, yeah who wants extra burden.

I end up keeping this feelings to myself, and frankly this sends my mood into swings like a sine curve, explosive and hard to contain. Somehow i can sort of hide the lousy feelings in school , which frankly in my opinion AINT EVEN WORTH IT.

2 weeks to my actual prelims, 7 days to gp and a shit load to study

today my hist teacher said this, u cannot give up now, u must encourage one another, the class should be a caring enviroment where one person helps another

sure that would be fine if u have ur buddies in ur clique to help u out, to chill out and somepeople where u can just be yourself and let ur hair down

friendship, they say this is one of the most important things to teenagers in their lives, people to share their laughter and joys with, people to talk with anithing another the sun.............

The ironic thing is , i get along better with people outside my class, outside friends, cca mates, other cj people in other classes

what the the hell, for the past 15 months there will sure be some post within a month that sounds so whiny

ugh why wont i stop

i keep harping on how the past seemed to be better before i stepped into cj, before i entered a co-ed environment, am i really that bad at interacting with the opposite sex, sure guys and girls think differently no doubt about that, but i am sure there are some common points of interest.
Maybe its the way guys and gals express themselves differently

ok back to studies

maths mock?????????? i was freaking hoping to pass
but a big failure again >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>37 marks out of 100
econs mock>>>>>>>>>>>>> 45/100 just passed
Gp mock>>>>>>>>> compre 21/50 utterly horrible
essay was ok 35/50

hist mock?Dont know yet

i just wanted to say something......... but i think its too dangerous to do so online

Its good to know that there are people who care for you, if u do have such people, please treasure their friendship and concern.

Often u do not realise things until they are taken away from u.

meaningful song

ALL American rejects - Dirty litte secret

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two

Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play

You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny
)These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret(
Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)

My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

9:44:00 PM

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